I just know that there is a connection with what I’ve been reading, doing, etc to what’s been happening. It’s not huge things, but I can’t explain why or how these things happened. So what am I talking about?
Example 1: As I was checking in for my return flight the morning of, from a week’s retreat in Prescott, Arizona, I was able to score a window seat in the emergency aisle and it was so nice to have all that extra leg room.
Example 2: The other evening, I ran into someone in my past (female) who was upset with me for years and would not even speak to me. She actually called my name and came up to me and hugged me! I was in shock! And then she said that she realized I really helped her while we were on the Big Island. (I did, but I never thought she would remember that part!) She had changed 360 degrees and she was so happy to see me! I’m still trying to figure out what happened. I’m really thrilled that she has forgiven and apparently forgotten the past. I have no explanation!
Example 3: This is something small, but it happened! As I was driving around in the Kahala Shopping Mall area today, there was no parking space close to the office I needed to visit. I went around once, and a thought came in to my mind to just create a parking space and right in front of me, a car started backing out. It was just steps from the entrance. Coincidence or ???? That was trippy for me, because I just thought it, took a deep breath and exhaled and then the car was backing out of its stall.
Is this what Mark and Davene are talking about? It sounds like it could be…but could it really? It was, as Mark says, effortlessly! Yikes!
It’s exciting to see the changes that you are experiencing and it gives me hope and the knowledge that I need to continue and not let that old blueprint take over!
Well that is the best title I could think of. I was off island at a company retreat and although I did not do everything that I was supposed to do, I did get my daily readings in. I think I fell asleep once and did not complete my reading that night. And I also did not do my recording. Trying to do that today was very interesting. I have never done anything like this before.
I spent the rest of this afternoon, after our class, trying to figure it out. I downloaded the app and I was able to download the piece of music from youtube and change it to mp3. That made me feel pretty smart! Then reality hit and trying to add my voice to that piece had me repeating the same thing several times. Now, I have a recording with the music I want with my voice and affirmations, etc. How the heck do I get it to my phone so I can listen to it?
I was thinking how I could go to sleep listening to the recording, but the song I chose is NOT baroque. It is an upbeat song…Rocky’s theme song! But at this time, I can only listen to it on my laptop.
I was looking to go on-line and ask the question, but then I got intimidated with all the different subjects and conversations already going on. Yikes! And that is my next step that I am planning to work on this week. How can something that appears to be so simple be as difficult as I’m making it out to be? Is that some of my old blueprint?
Here’s another doozy! What if I’m the one person that doesn’t get it? What if I’m doomed to live the rest of my life in mediocrity? What if I can’t change my blueprint? Sounds like I’m on a downward path. Hope nobody’s reading.
I think I just needed to vent a little! I’m not quite ready to quit yet. I just have to work harder and put one foot in front of the other. I wonder if I’m the only one feeling like this? Hope not!
I am feeling a little overwhelmed. Almost stuck and not wanting to do anything, although there is so much I have to do and so much more I want to do. My DMP is still not clear, so I feel I can’t do my shapes. I’m feeling left behind with too much to do and not enough time; and on and on it goes! Then it hits me, what if this is my old programs trying to discourage me so I can rationalize why I’m not doing what I should be doing. Boy, it sure is sneaky! And strong!
But the one thing I can say is that I am doing my daily reading, sit and exercises. I haven’t given up on those yet. I just have to catch up with everything else, that’s all.
I’m really excited about the vision board, but I haven’t even started on it. Can’t wait to get to it…DO IT NOW! At least get started. That’s why I had to do this post. It’s due today. Yeah, an accomplishment!
Wow, have you ever thought about writing your own press release… In a way that has already happened? This is the hardest assignment so far! It’s also kinda exciting…a chance to dream the kind of life you want and to start thinking about it in detail, and the possibility that it could actually come true?
I’ve started to put some thoughts down, but trying to make it make sense is another thing! I start one thought and before I’ve completed it, another thought comes into play and trying to make it into a smooth transition is challenging! I wish I were a writer! And of course, the assignment is due tomorrow. No stress!
I need to switch gears and concentrate on my press release. I know this is going to take quite a few takes, just like my DMP, which is still under construction. But it is getting better, I think!