As I was driving the other day, I saw a rainbow that went clear from one side to the other, and it reminded me about the bridge that we need to create from our left brain to the right brain. I thought that was a pretty cool visual!
I feel like I’m behind in my assignments, and I’m trying to catch up. I can feel my old blueprint trying to stop me from moving forward and taking those baby steps, but at the same time, I start thinking more about what I want in the future that I hadn’t even thought of before. That maybe, just maybe, I may be able to actually attain some of these thoughts. And at the same time, discouraging myself because it really can’t happen. Oh that old blueprint does not want to let go.
It’s exciting because I now know what’s happening. To me, that’s a big step towards the reality that I can have control of my future if I really want it! I notice that I guard my thoughts closer than before, and try not to go down the weedy path. I still cannot claim a full day of positive thoughts, but hour by hour it’s getting better.
I still feel the deep rooted weeds in me, and at least I am aware of them now. I’m getting better and better everyday! I noticed that it’s easier for me to do my reading and exercises when I’m working than when I’m at home. I have more time, but then I fill it up with other things. Funny creatures we are!
I will continue this course because I know that I have a fighting chance against my old programs and blueprint. I am thankful for this course and all who are making this possible! Happy Thanksgiving and Mahalo!